Yucky.

I fell asleep last night at eleven. I woke up at nine this morning, yet I still feel tired. :( This had been my routine since Monday. uhhhhhhhh. Do you ever get that feeling? I have felt it a lot this summer.

So today I'm really hoping to go school shopping because we haven't done that and I seriously need shirts. A lot of shirts. Basically I only have six good shirts I can where in public in my possession. All the other like 20 shirts are workout shirts. They are loose and not public or (to put it straight where I'm thinking) school material. If I wanted to go on a run great then I have something. But since I'm not the sporty type I don't do that kind of stuff very often so why would I need those shirts.

I am really troubled too. Next week is my first week of High School. :/ I'm really nervous! I haven't gone and seen exactly where my classes are so I'm scared that I'm going to get lost on the first day. All my friends are like "you should go back and see" but all my siblings say "you'll be fine" In middle school on the first day, I went into the wrong SSR class.

Last Week Of Summer

This is the last week of summer, and for me it is a terribly sad one. It's my first year of high school and I have no idea what to expect. I'm caught in between decisions of whether i should be on the swim team or not, or should I try put for some of the school plays or not. Seeing as I'm only a freshman, I keep going back on the thought that I could be on the swim team but don't go for the plays because they probably want people with experience. :-/ I also kept thinking it's a good idea to focus on schoolwork. Being an actor can wait.

The week before last was EFY (Especially For Youth) and the whole time i felt so good to be there. I met really nice and funny people and the classes and devotionals were great. The whole week I was on a "spiritual high" and it was sad to go at the end of the week. I came home just wanting to go back so badly. It's easier being there with a bunch of people who have the same standards as you. EFY made me more reluctant to go to the high school where kids make up drama and brag about having a smoke or getting drunk. :(

I don't know what else to write so I guess I'll end right here